I go by Ayumi「進行」, born as a Sapphire star on September 21st and now in my prime age of adventure.
I stand at an intimidating stature of 4'11.5" [Yeah the .5 counts] and I rock dark brown eyes and black and pink hair with an occasional wicked tan.
I can be very girly or straight up androgynous and my style depends on how I feel- I can and will rock any style of clothing [or lack thereof ;P].
With that said, I consider myself a rather well-rounded individual with an admirable sense of balance in life. I admit to being more right- brained than left, however I enjoy all subjects to an extent. Some things I like are art, cooking, computers, video games, dancing, make-up, fashion, cinema, photography, and nature.
I'm a nomad at heart but I don't mind staying in one spot as long as I'm reading my life away, traveling states, countries, time, space and dimensions in the comfort of my own home.
I'm a writer but that's not my profession- writing is something that chooses me, not the other way around. My true writing inspiration, like most, cannot be forced, it must be coerced from my fingertips.
Laughter is my life force, music is my best friend, food is my life-long passion, and technology is my challenge. Love is my purpose and, for the life of me, I can't fathom that I've actually found my true one and only but he's the reason why I can be considered a Romantic and not Hopeless.
QUOTES TO LIVE BY
"Ore wo dare da to omotte yagaru?!" - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
"The one way to tolerate existence is to lose oneself in literature as in a perpetual orgy." - Gustave Flaubert
"If it's romance you're looking for, go *beep* a journalist." - W.H. Auden
"You just don't know what you have until it's gone...forever." - Sephious/Kaphziel [One-Winged Angel]
"Everything I did in life that was worthwhile, I caught hell for." -Earl Warren
"People say that what we're all seeking is a meaning for life. I don't think that's what we're really seeking. I think that what we're seeking is an experience of being alive...so that we actually feel the rapture of being alive." - Joseph Campbell.
"...I, like God, do not play with dice and I don't believe in coincidences." - V for Vendetta
"Amare et sapere vix deo conceditur." - Syrus
[The gods never let us love and be wise at the same time]
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WHO YOU WANT TO MEET?
Anyone interesting and profound...
and these guys.
Wooooow! That's like a modern dream romance story right there! How awesome n.n You gave me a lot of insight in this whole idea, thank you so much for sharing with me :D
Oh your welcome!!! I'm glad I could help! Never loose sight of your goal -^^-
Gosh, we have a lot in common, media-wise n_n I just got lazy to write it all on my profile ._.
but all that aside, how is the married life? You got married pretty young like I intend to...I'm curious if it makes any difference like old-fashioned people tell me. Might I ask how long you and Will were together before marriage?
Yess, I love anime and music ALOT! Lol I've watched so much anime that I don't even know where to begin! It's hard finding people here with the same interests!
Okies my married life is kinda long so I hope you dun mind reading >.o sry in advance!! ><
Hmms well...literally my whole family was against me getting married cuz I was only 18 but reguardless I was like "This is what I want and I'm doing it! I've been waiting forever and I know I ONLY want him!"
I met Will online when I was 12 -13. We just started out as role playing buddies (we both liked the anime Gundam Wing) we grew out of that after like 2 years and just started talking like friends online and learning more about each other. There was no relationship intended. He lived all the way in England and well I'm in the US.
Eventually we started writing letters and sending each other stuff in the mail and it got more serious. Then in 2005 my dad had missionary work in England and he told me that if I raise $1000 I could go with him and we can meet Will and his family. Sure enough...I worked my butt off the year before and I went! After we met in person we just kinda 'clicked' (and no we didn't kiss or anything while I was over there - I didn't get my first kiss until I was standing at the alter marrying him! I just gave him lots of hugs and we talked a lot)
In 2006 it was like "let's get married!" getting married also sped up the process of him getting his permanent resident status so he could live in the US permanetly.
And believe it or not through that whole time I talked to him on the net from when I was 13 - I never had a bf, or went to prom, or went to parties, never dated, or even kissed another guy at all. I stayed home and lived, breathed, and smothered my computer just talking to him every day alll day. Some people say "Well knowing someone online and in person are two different things and I don't think talking online should count."
A lot of people and my friends in school called me crazy and was like "he's in England - nothings going to happen your just lovesick - get over it" well...I was itchin to prove them wrong and I did =) And I say it 'does' count because through about 6 years of just talking and writing letters we learned A LOT about each other instead of ever focusing on the physical aspects of each other and getting 'intimate' too soon.
I've been married for 4 years now! Gong on 5 this November =3 and he's my first everything! My first kiss etc etc etc ~ And I am SO happy that I didn't believe what people told me even though sometimes I did think it was hopeless. It took and it takes a lot of commitment.
Oi! so there it is! My love story! If you want something real bad never give up. I don't think it makes a difference if you get married young or old. People are different and develop in different ways. Some are ready when they are young and some aren't ready till they're 30! It all depends on the person. Though....my grandparents got married real young...and they've been together for over 50 years! They were high school sweethearts!
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Never loose sight of your goal -^^-