The other one was deleted by mistake, it seems, so I'm making another one, 'cause some days, you just want to be a whiny bitch. :>

Yeah, so, yesterday this old dude decided to befriend me at the job agency. I'm very social and it's easy for me to talk to strangers, no matter their age or background, I just like talking..
It doesn't neccessarily mean I like them, or want to be their friend.
Anyway, he started to talk to me outside before they opened, and then followed me around inside. We talked about how fucked up the system is, and the government, and we shared a lot of oppinions, and apparently that was enough for him to suddenly give me a great big hug, and hold on for a little longer than he should. Then he grabbed my hand and started telling me how awesome and cute I was and I was like... "No, really, I'm stupid and ugly! I have a really bad temper, don't try me!"
Sadly, he was like two heads taller than me and about 260 pounds, and I was afraid he'd break my arm if I said the wrong thing.
So, he just moves on from talking about politics to telling me what a great day it was and how lucky he was to meet me and how he was gonna "be dreaming" the rest of the day. I started sweating and was like "There are others, they're just a little rare".
And then he started hugging me again, and kissing my head. And I was just trying to get away, while this big fellow keeps moving to stand in my way, making it impossible to escape. He had me pinned in a corner and I would've had to knock a vase over to get out.
After 45 minutes of this I pat him on the chest a little forceful and tell him "Okay now, that's enough" and tell him I have to go about my business 'cause I have a lot to do, and manage to get a hold of one of the job agents. He finally leaves and I make sure to be very slow so he'll have time to get far away from the doors before it's time for me to leave.

I really don't like some men. They're so disgustingly focused on what their d1ck tells them, that they never stop to consider if their behaviour is actually appreciated. It disgusts me. The whole day I had gag reflexes as soon as I smelled a cologne similar to what he was wearing.

Creeps! Just leave me the *beep* alone! If I smile, it doesn't mean I like you, I just like to smile god damnit!

I am going to stop showering!

Evig_: that's so scary! I wonder if they know they sometimes scare girls they're hanging after.. I would feel terrible if I found out i scared someone or made someone feel unsafe.. :/ Just back off... And I would totally FREAK OUT if a stranger touched me!!

Zeruda wrote: Evig_: that's so scary! I wonder if they know they sometimes scare girls they're hanging after.. I would feel terrible if I found out i scared someone or made someone feel unsafe.. :/ Just back off... And I would totally FREAK OUT if a stranger touched me!!

Totally! D: I'm starting to wonder what men would feel like if women acted all creepy and sleazy like that... They'd probably like it anyway. :(

I don't freak out, I'm okay with some of it. Like a handshake, or a pat on the shoulder. But when they want to hug and kiss... Eurgh..
Old women who gives you a hug where you can tell they look at you like if you'd been their daughter or something, sure - totally alright with me, they're pretty harmless.
But huge males.. No thank you!

I am too scared of what others will think, if it had happened to my mom she'd have screamed "RAPIST!" and yelled for the police.
I'm stupid like that, I get so scared I don't dare to tell them off. :( Which also sorta makes it my fault.  If I'd tell people IRL I'm sure most of them would tell me it's my own fault, as if I'd want scary fat people to harass me. :(

Evig_: It's not your fault, never think it's your fault! I don't dare to do anything too when I'm scared! I'm just standing completely still and quiet (I do the exact same thing when i met a snake btw). No one should tell us it's our fault just because we feel the most naural feeling in the world - fear. When somone is obviously thretning! Guys are borth taller and heavier and the guy i could defeat with my stregth i would feel sorry for (since i have non). I always think if I stay quiet I can't say anything upsetting so he'll flip. I'm always expecting people like that to do something completely unexpected so I don't dare to do anything!

Zeru-chan: Glad I'm not the only one, even though that's hardly a good thing. xD People don't seem to understand that it's a defense mechanism. A lot of girls that get raped gets their cases dismissed 'cause they didn't do the "right thing", you know, yell "NO!" and fight and all that.
But when you end up in a situation that shocks you, most people shuts down, become motionless, out of fear.
I guess it's got something to do with survival instinct, like if you get attacked by a bear you should play dead, that kinda thing...  :/

I wish people could read your mind..
Why can't I go out when you visit your friends? I don't have to use english... I don't even need to speak...

P.S E,
Bleh! bleh, bleh, BLEH!
Although I've had some men tell me I'm too 'agressive' I've never gone smootching anyone who I've just met.
Lots of people use the size thing to their advantage. A self defence course is not only fun but informational.
Feels good that I can throw someone twice my size now hehe

I am so fed up with people creating drama when there doesn't need to be any! I think if people just talked instead of giving each other evil glares, things would be so much better.

Doun't you just hate it when you buy chocolate milk mix and the pix refuuuuuse to blend with the milk *pissed off* It's just a layer of thick powder on top of the milk. Whyyyy do they do that!?!?!?!?!

Big hairy guys doing cosplay of little boys. Little boys aren't hairy, nor big. Get it right, god damnit.