That's exactly what's happening to me right now :O except I don't make excuses for it, I just slack off and be like, I'll actually be more productive tomorrow but it never actually works out. :/
Maybe I'm just the type of person who has no will power whatsoever ....
I have a dream and I want to achieve that dream. I know I need to work really hard to achieve my dream and I WANT to work to become nearer to my dream even if I'll never get there but I sometimes just gets depressed, and feel like I'll never become any closer. :/