^ my ex that i was talking about actually slapped me after we broke up. and it was in front of our friends, at a mall arcade! i didn't do anything wrong, i broke up with him properly and he still did that. any guy who hurts me physically won't ever have my respect.

ugh what a scumbag!! just hearing about that makes my blood boil for you!!

yeah, i don't wanna be stuck with his lazy fat ass who does nothing but hold his beloved psp!

as for mine id be fine seeing my first ex he whent away to collage so the relationship kinda died..but id be nervous because i think he changed. when we talk on fb hes kinda sarcastic and rude..he never used to be like that :/ collage changes a man i guess

as for #2 and #3 and #4

#2 left because his sister needed help..he never even met her before -.- i wouldent be surprised if it was a lie. he said hed be back in a month..then he e-mailed me and said he wont be coming back.. w.e. i dont wanna see him again he left me and lied to me

which led me into the arms of #3 a lunatic who just ***** and ***** always wants **** he took my virginity he was way too clingy i mean TOO clingy. wjem i broke up with him cuz he was interfereing with my schoolwork he stalked me and i had to get restraining order so...

as for #4 usui..i dont want to see him again ever. hes a jerk. just a jerk..

i think ill take a break from relationships for now ill focus on my work and applying for college and just being happy by myself

^it's a good idea that you are resting first... you need to just focus on yourself and be happy being single for now. being happily single is waaaay better than being in a dysfunctional relationship right?