while i was reading this ...tears flows from my eyes,,and imagined everything in my mind....

DADDY PLEASE NO
> > > > > Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes
> > > > > My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend
> > > > > He pats the seat in the middle; i sit
> > > > > Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends
> > > > > "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his
> > > > > Their breathe spirts weep
> > > > > "Daddy you know i do; what is it?"
> > > > > He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps
> > > > > His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes
> > > > > Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands
> > > > > I try to pull his hand away;
> > > > > their grip is strong!
> > > > > They look at one another; nod; something planned
> > > > > I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers
> > > > > "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again
> > > > > But there grip is to strong for weak me
> > > > > I look at both; and ask, who are these men?
> > > > > His fingers going up me; pulling away
> > > > > His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why?
> > > > > His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint
> > > > > Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?"
> > > > > No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him
> > > > > Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to
> > > > > I try and scamper away, but im not fast
> > > > > "O Daddy please, i love you"
> > > > > His friend; pulling at my nightie
> > > > > And my Dad pulling his pants down
> > > > > His friend pinning my hands to the floor
> > > > > As my Dad lies himself on the ground
> > > > > I squirm; as Daddy friend pulls me up
> > > > > And places me ontop of Daddy; thrusts within
> > > > > I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail
> > > > > "O Daddy please you win you win!"
> > > > > I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free
> > > > > I can feel the blood seep down my leg
> > > > > "Daddy your hurting me please"
> > > > > I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg
> > > > > Daddys laughing; why does he laugh?
> > > > > His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans
> > > > > Tieing my hands togather; moving in and out
> > > > > "Ride me Jessy" He laughs and groans
> > > > > They smile at one another; laugh to
> > > > > They roll me over and spread me wide well
> > > > > My daddy sits on my face; himself in again
> > > > > While his friend talks and pushes himself inside
> > > > > I can hardly breathe; i gag for air
> > > > > I cough and splutter; cry and weep
> > > > > I beg and plead; but its no use
> > > > > Theyve already made me hurt and bleed
> > > > > I stare into his eyes; that look upon me
> > > > > This is not my Dad; where is he?
> > > > > If he was still here; would he care
> > > > > Would he actually even; see?
> > > > > Finally they get of and lie me on the sofa
> > > > > My cheeks blouchy from tears and pain
> > > > > They play with them selfs; all over me
> > > > > Rub it in; making me feel the shame
> > > > > "Why Daddy? Please tell me why?"
> > > > > Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away
> > > > > "Jessy i love you" he smiles and kisses my cheek
> > > > > "Is that all you have in your heart to say?"
> > > > > He puts my nightie on me
> > > > > he walks me to my bedroom door
> > > > > Ever since that night; His friend
> > > > > And himself every Friday come back for more
> > > > > "Night sweet Girl; You are my life"
> > > > > Closing the door, tears still down my face
> > > > > Still the smell of him and his friend
> > > > > Fade into me like disgrace
> > > > > I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up
> > > > > "Jessy its school" Knocking at my door
> > > > > I cant help but cry; weep in pain
> > > > > Because im so scared he wanted more
> > > > > But one night daddy took it too far
> > > > > Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot
> > > > > They were worried they would get caught
> > > > > So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot
> > > > > I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back
> > > > > "Daddy please!! Not tonight!"
> > > > > Daddy and his friend both had their last fun
> > > > > After that i tried to put up a fight
> > > > > I begged daddy "Please no more!"
> > > > > All he could say "Shut up you stupid #####!"
> > > > > Daddy unblindfolded me at last
> > > > > He said I love you so much
> > > > > He went back into the car and pulled out a bat
> > > > > "Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!"
> > > > > I was dead
> > > > > After only one swing..........................